OMG!! 3 days left according to my baby countdown...unbelievable!! the moment we've been waiting for is almost at the end of the tunnel..anxiety..excitement..nervousness..everything is mixed up mcm ABC sdh...hahaha..but I am more excited to meet our first baby..after staying in me for 9 mths..it is time for little one to face the world..esp mummy and daddy who has been patiently waiting to meet little one...:)

Hubby will be coming home tomorrow..just in time to be by my side when I deliver..hopefully within the EDD..which is 10/8/09...but who knows little one wld want to come out earlier than expected...little one must be waiting for his daddy to come home...so sweet...:)

We will also be celebrating our 1st year wedding annivesary this 8/8/09..which we hope..if little one wants to..to come out...it would be our special wedding annivesary gift and also my 29th yr birthday gift...my birthday falls just 3 days after little one's EDD..13/08/09...so August is a very special month for our family..3 special celebrations to celebrate..what a coincidence! This is all God's plan and we are so very grateful!

So the nxt blog by me will be about the arrival of our newborn..just pray that everything will turn out ok..me and baby to be safe during labour...Amen...

Just received good news from my lil bro..called me on my hp around 12.30pm yesterday..

"I got accepted!!"

"really!! Congrats!!!"

Our age difference is 10 years apart..and up till to this day, I still look at him as my little brother..he IS the baby of the family..and the ONLY son...but as a big sister, u can't take away that feeling of being very protective to the little ones...

and as he is growing...I feel like time flies so fast that sometimes I wish I could turn back the time when all 3 of us were still young...and he was still a baby...well, having my own in a few weeks time will cure all the memories that I've been missing...

yes, my little bro was just accepted to further his studies in UCSI University...with God's blessing, he will turn to be a succesful doctor....:-) and we can always get free medical checkup from him..every 6 mths...hahaha...

I wish him all the best of luck and pray that he will succeed both in his studies and career...:-)

yeay..i lurrrvvveee my hubby! why?? he finally bought us an air-conditioner!! after mths of complaining...at last my 'hard work' has paid off!! ehehe...told u that I will get it..by hook or by crook! :-)

they are currently installing it rite now...tu pun sya paksa drg install this morning jg!! sdh byr ba yesterday..by right they should've installed it yesterday jg...luckily both of us are kind-hearted people..ehehe..

so beginning today onwards...no more complaining from me again..hubby can finally live in peace..hahaha...jgn ko marah ba hny..for the family jg ni..;-)

since my wishlist almost byk sdh ter-achieve..need to figure out new things again to be listed down...ehehe...so rajin2 la kerja hny..kumpul byk2 $$..nanti sya mo list down brg on behalf baby lg ni...ehehehe...

It's already in the middle of the year..how time flies by so fast..and with a blink of an eye..I'm almost towards the end of my journey and soon to be experiencing motherhood for the very 1st time...honsetly speaking I am very very excited and nervous at the same time...

Excited bcuz we can't wait to meet our newborn baby...and he is a very naughty one..wakes up early in the morning and starts his usual routine..kicking and moving around my belly..by afternoon he'll take a short nap and will continue playing until evening...have a short nap again and play until I go to sleep at nite...well he is quite stubborn with me esp whenever I ask him to go to sleep..but very obidient with his daddy...hmmm..not fair ni..ehehe..I can imagine him and his daddy will be very close together...which for me is very sweet..:)

I hope my 2nd one wld be a girl so that I have someone to help me out with the house chores! hahaha...and to go shopping together..that wld be very fun!

Nervous bcuz i've started watching You Tube baby's delivered normally & c-section..c-section looks less painfull compared to the normal delivery...but I hope and pray that I would have a normal one..even though lots of my family & friends says that my belly is huge..there is a high possibility that the baby is going to be above 3.5 kilos...well, that we can only confirm after I've delivered him..anyway, i prefer normal delivery bcus I want my hubby to be by myside and watch our first new born baby...:)

All basic necessity things for the baby has been bought...just a few more things more..which we will buy when I go back to KK this 25 July!! x lama lg ooo...cannot wait!!

-F@NNY-

Wishing all my family & friends..KOTOBIAN TAGAZO DO KAAMATAN...hope all of u have a great celebrating this joyous festival...how I miss that feeling...

yes..hubby & I are still stuck in this isolated island...many of the people here had already left the island since 2 days just previously before the holiday..guess it might be because of the school holiday and festive season...many of my collegues are on leave for the whole week...how i envy them all!!!

We were supposed to go back to our hometown..but as usual..hubby's last minute duty calls came to ruin our holiday...well..what to do...for the sake of $$$...we had to sacrifice esp hubby...he has been working his butt off for this whole mth!! actually he started to get very busy since April..dunno y so sudden...his company have good business coming in...well it is good for both the company and hubby (lots of commission!) but still..$$ is not EVERYTHING...he still needs time to rest..keep his mind calm...he needs his family...

Can you believe that this year we have NOT even went back to Papar (hubby's hometown)..and it's almost already in the middle of the year...the last time we went back home was in Feb..and we only stayed at my hometown...I managed to stay for about 4 days but hubby only for a nite! Poor hubby...makes me appreciate him more...he has sacrifice a lot just to make sure that we have a comfortable life.

I'm crossing my fingers and praying a lot that hopefully next week hubby won't have any job commitment...my lil' sis is getting engage this 6/6/09...it would be quite sad if I were to go home alone...without hubby beside me...esp carrying my 7 mths belly...

anyhow...we will just need to wait & see...hopefully everyting will come out as planned...

Have a great weekend and holiday...aramai tihhh!!!

-F@NNY-

I'm sooo feeling homesick rite now!!

I really miss my family at home especially when today is Mother's Day...:( I miss my mum a lot!

It's been 3 years since I left Sabah to work in Labuan. A brave step for me to work far away frm home...however, I'm proud that I did the right decision..to leave my home, family, friends and esp Fred at that moment...and it's all because of my MUM! She was the only person who supported me 150% when I asked for her advice to apply for a job in Labuan...unlike dad & Fred who did not really agree for me to work to far frm home...just because I'm a female...so many excuses given from them...

But once mum gave me her full encouragement...I decided to apply...and with God's willing...I got the job!!! Unbelieveable!! Mum must have prayed for me a lot...:) She knows that I'm the kind of person who will never get satisfied with my life unless I get what I want...and that is to have a good career..and have a better life...what's the use of studying hard and yet can't get a proper job!


When I look back at what I have today...I am so grateful with what God had given to me..I have a great job..I'm married with my lover of 10 yrs..and soon to be a mum!! Going thru the pregnancy process has teached me how a mother's struggle during pregnancy...which is not easy! and how I learn to cherish my mum a lot nowadays...esp when I am not near her...life is short...so learn to appreciate our mums more...

So to all Mums out there...HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY...and may God bless you always...Amen.

Getting pregnant is the greatest thing that ever happen to me...and I am sooo willing to have babies every year if I get this 5 star treatment frm hubby all the time!! Hahaha..pengsan c kwn trus kan..ehehe..

It's been very hot lately...did u guys notice??? if not, well better go check urself..something must be wrong with ur body then!!

Labuan has not been raining for this whole week!! I dunno about other places but i tell u..it's been bloody hell HOT here!!! (mind the language) not mentioning we are a small island surrounded by sea...makes it more hotter!! it gets hotter at nite esp my bedroom!! it worries me when i go to bed..we are now having the ceiling fan to speed at its highest...and since i've been complaining soooo much lately...hubby recently had to take out our desk fan again..we now switch places to sleep as the fan had to be directed only to me...still i feel hot!! i just dun get it!! and now i had to wet a small cloth and wipe it all over my body to get my body temperature to cool down..it might be because of my pregnancy too..and i'm only in my 6 mth...still have another 3 mths to go!!!

Previously hubby's the one complaining that our room was hot...but seems that i've followed him too...and complaining day & nite...EVERY single day...and so..i urged him to buy an air-conditioner to be installed in our bedroom...well we had planned to buy one once we get to move into our new hse...but with this kind of weather...i dun think i can wait that long...and also it's for the baby..i dun think the baby can sleep well in our room that hot!

But hubby still insist not want to buy 1 yet...eeee....bikin panas!!! sdh panas bdn..kasi panas hati again!! but dun wori...i now i can still persuade him..only i know the trick..;) but dunno la if still can pakai ka x ni...paham2la..sdh kawin ni lain...bukan mcm time bujang..sinang pujuk...ehehe..

Hopefully will get him to buy me one...but for sure..I will...by hook or by crook!!!

F@NNY

It's a Saturday..and i'm in the office..suppose to be working..but kita rest dulu ba..relak2..hahaha..just had breakfast with hubby..but still was hugry..so bought some buns..and oredi finished them all a moment ago..FYI, I'm on a strict diet rite now..got warned by the nurse as my motnhly checking for this month was a shocker!!

1st of all, my hemoglobin was getting lower and I gained weight 4 kilos in a mth!! imagine a kilo per week!! gila!! told mum about it that nite..mcm biasala kena lecture..eat lots of veggy...fruits...drink lots of water..bla..bla..bla..i know..and i'm scared actually..nxt week I got to go to the hospital to take my blood sample and scanning...i dun like la kena injection..painful u know!! and if there is no progress in my hemoglobin nxt mth..diela me..injection lg..so I MUST get my hemoglobin level to above 11...rite now its only 9.2!!

Well..enough about my result...kalo ingat lg la sya takut..mom, dad and sis is coming to Labuan..well the main reason is to fetch Ian (my lil' bro) from Matriks Labuan...just finished his studies here and yesterday was his last paper...and also at the same time to visit us..lama x jmp ba..the last time I went back home was end of Feb'09..dat time my belly was not obvious yet..so today will be their 1st time seeing me with my big belly...dats y I sengaja pki fit2 ni haha..

So that's all for today...next story wld be in May'09..its kaamatan season..yahuu..I like..so...meet u again nxt mth...sayonara..adios!!

My 1st blog for today....the happiest day of my life...well after my wedding of course...ehehe..when i found out that I was PREGNANT!! Words just can't describe the feeling and emotion when we got to know that we finally did..let me share my story on this historical day....

All started when we were on our way back from Tenom after attending my 1st cousin's wedding on 27/12/2008, Pet & Simson (Congrats to u guys again!)..i remembered that we had just passed by Gunung Emas that I had this heavy headache...so i slept for awhile...hoping it wld go away...when i awoke, we were oredi in Donggongon..hubby parked the car nearby kedai mkn Dragon as all were already starving...as i tried to move out frm the car seat, I felt like passing out as the headache was actually getting worse...it was like having migran..so hubby stayed with me in the car for awhile for me to reduce the pain in my head..it took about 10 min before I could stand and walk. I didn't eat much as i did not have the appetite to eat with my unstable condition that nite...

Once we reached home, the 1st place i went was the bathroom..i vomitted but only air came out of my stomach...it took me a few times b4 i finally felt relieved...so the next morning (28/12/08)...just when i thought things were fine..i got so dizzy and vomitted again but still only air came out of my stomach...hubby was worried and asked me to go see a doctor...but I refused cuz i guess that it must be because of trip our to Tenom..well I had drank a tin of beer at one go before we daparted!!

We had already made earlier plans to go to the Sunday Market in Gaya Street that day..so off we went...as usual we wld go for bfast at our fav spot...I forgot the name of the shop but I must say it has the most delicious Laksa in Sabah!! Well..not for hubby...luckily he loves the mee sup there,so its a win-win situation for us...hahaha...Then we went to 1 Borneo..ate at Kenny Roger's...shopped for some clothes...and bought a dress for my sis-in-law's engagement day which was the next day(last minute shopping!!)..and still I was having these headaches through out the day...I did not tell hubby about it..of course he will force me to go to the doctor...only when we reached Centre Point that I finally told him..at that time it was oredi around 7pm...

so I said...."bgs sya beli tu urine tester la..mana tau??"

but hubby replied..."inda pyhlah..bgs jmp doktor trus..mgk ko ada sakit ni!"..

I was actually curious the whole day cuz usually after a long trip..i wld usually get these headaches but after getting enough sleep..I'd be healthly like a horse!! but not for this time...sooo...u know what I did??? We were on the groundfloor..u know where there is a small corner shop that sells sasau rice..just next to it was a small pharmacy shop...but i needed to keep hubby away frm me awhile so that i can sneak out to buy the tester...luckily..there was shop nearby selling lots of pirated PC games (hubby's a PC freak gamer!) so I insisted him to go take a look. I quckily ran to the shop bought it less than 2 minutes before he even noticed I was gone actually! hahaha..c how concentrated he is when it comes to buying PC games...ehehe..

Then, I asked him accompany me to the public toilet..needed to go for a pee..kununla..got it the toilet..honestly speaking i was a bit nervous...but still did not expect for anything (FYI, I've missed my period for 1 mth++ yet the result was negative)...i just wanted to know...if it's a negative...for sure I wld be going to the doctor that nite...as i watched for the tester to come out withe result...suddenly the 1st lower line appeared..but was not that clear..then the 2 upper line showed...it took me like 5 minutes just looking at it..it was unbelievable..i was so so so happy...i couldn't say a word...i wanted to cry but no tears came out from my eyes...it was at that very moment that I realised my life has changed...that I'm was gonna be a MOMMY!! I rushed out frm the toilet and standing outside was my husband just waiting for me...i rushed to hugged him so tight...he was surprised and asked me what was wrong...i ushered him to the corner and before I could tell him the great news....i cried...i couldn't speak at all..i just showed him the tester...he looked at it and looked at me back...and said.."is that a positive??" and i just nod...and cried again...he hugged and kissed me...and I knew that he was too VERY HAPPY...as he always wanted to be a Daddy...:)

so the next day..we went to clinic to confirm about my pregnancy...and luckily it did! What was surprising that I was oredi in my 7th week!! So I told my parents about it that very morning...and so did hubby...We felt so blessed and was so thankful to GOD that he gave us this precious gift which we have been longing for...I hope the same goes to my cousin's who got married the same year as I did..not forgetting to my friends out there who are still trying..have faith in GOD as he will answer your prayer when you least expected...Amen...

So here are just a few of my preggy pics of me..this I could say my current photos..most of my photos taken are focused on my belly...that u have to come and meet me personally la.. hahaha...i'm oredi in my 20th week...how time flies by so fast...just 4 mths to go!! can't wait! and yes...we know the sex of the baby...i can say my hubby would be the happiest person in the world rite now...hahaha..u can guess oredi rite??


In my 19th week...healthy and sexier than ever before...hahaha..


In my 20th week...A bit chubby oredi..and my belly is sooo obvious esp when I wear fitted clothes...which I LOVE!!! Y hide anyway???

-F@NNY-